You raise me up…
Monday, January 8th, 2007If anyone saw Forrest Gump, the intro of the show, you would see a feather, some sort of like, drifting and floating in the air. And you could see Forrest with his leg braces. I think. Later on he ran as fast as he could and those leg braces snapped off. And He kept running on and on until in the end he would say, i’m going home or something like that.
Just remembering the movie. I cried when i saw it. I guess it was a touching one.
He would say that life is like a box of chocolates. You’ll never know what you’re going to get. So true in a sense.
Lemme go back to what i wanna say here. I’m not really good in blogging, so i’ll just say what i need to say.
This new year, most of us make resolutions. It’s kind of sad because i always break them. I tend to not keep true to myself, be a rebel and poof there goes the things i wanna do this year. So hopefully this year, what my new year resolution will be? First of all, i want to meet him. The love of my life. I may not be a romantic person or probably a sensitive fellow, and i know i have made a lot of mistakes, had a little fight here and there. All i know is, I want to meet him in person, my sweet totoro-chan, and give him a plushie hug. I would probably cry but i guess that’s ok. In fact i feel like crying as i write this. I cry not because i’m sad, i cry because i love him so much i can’t afford to lose him anymore. Wow, plus listening to Josh Groban’s song You Raise Me Up.. wow.. really sets the mood. If he’s reading this… Totoro-chan? I know i’ve made a lot of stupid silly mistakes. I know i tend to be crazy at times. I know i always end up being miserable. I’m sorry. I guess i’m pretty wild or probably insane and crazy at times. And yeah stubborn too. I know this is going to sound stoopido but, i really miss you if i didn’t get to hear you for a day. Yeah. So Totoro-chan? I love you always forever. And i’ll wait for you. I dunno if you’ll read this but i hope so you will. I’m not good at expressing with words, so if i get blank when you ask me questions, i’m sorry. I’m so looking forward to meet you. Really i am. You’re a very sweet and funny person. I love you.
*sniffles*
Oh.. where was i? Resolution. Right. Second… by hook or by crook, or by death even, i want to finish up my comics, try and get a part time job, do other people’s comic projects, joint venture with totoro-chan.
Third? I want to at least lose some weight so i can wear my old jeans back. And at least i can dance faster on the Dance Dance Revolution mat.
Fourth? I want to meet totoro-chan and bring him to The Mind Shop and check out the comics. (mayhaps some yaoi manga would be cool)
Fifth? Well.. i’ll make it an every year resolution for this one. I would like me and totoro-chan to visit at least 1 comic convention in the States, and meet up with Jim Salicrup and Stan Lee. And maybe Neil Gaiman, Jill Thompson, Wendy and Richard Pini, Joe Mad, Jim Lee, Adam Kubert, Mike Wieringo (oops… too much)
Sixth… Publish comic together with Totoro-Chan.
Well.. i guess that’s about it. To tell you the truth, i really don’t know what my resolutions are but, all i know, i want to meet totoro-chan in person. And i wanna hug him and squuuueeezzeeeeeee him! ^______^
