Yoohoooo……
Hello everybody! ^^ I’m not sure if people read this, but it’s ok. Just wanna write it anyway. :p
It’s been awfully awhile since i’m active in Friendster. Lost of things has been happening and i must say, they’ve been pretty much challenging. Most of them involves sanity and a bullet with yer name on it, if you get my drift.
A while back, i was backstabbed by a close friend and it really hurt very bad. Because of what he did, it left me traumatized that i decided to shy away from the internet world for a few months. Well, if it’s just a normal backstabbing then i don’t mind, but this is like…. along with your personal life… and the most deepest secret you share…. just went exposed.. like that. And because of that, people think i’m the evil one… the goth girl or something, and decided to flee from me.. whithout knowing the other side of the story. It’s very heart-wrenching because all the while, when you trust that particular friend, they talk behind your back and sudden;y tells the world that i’m evil.. i’m evil. I mean, what the heck? What ever happened to… hey buddy. u’re my buddy forever! Man… that sucks. As if i’m a toy or something. Sheesh.
I think i’m cured from the trauma already, so i guess this is the beginning of a new page in a new chapter.
Alhamdulillah i got a 1 month contract from Wrigley’s Company to do a roadshow for Sugus, Boomer and Pim Pom (yeas they’re sweets) starting on Tuesday. I’m quite happy coz t least i get todo something rather than nothing.
At this moment i kind of miss Jim Salicrup, once an editor of Marvel. I kind of miss his messages. he’s a very jovial kind of person and he shares his wisdom on comics like there’s no tomorrow. In fact i kind of miss everything i miss since i was away from the virtual world a few weeks ago.
Neways, i’m back. So here ye hear ye! 
A fairie i did for Doc’s friend.
Ionwe and Legolas. Long story to this. Wanna know? Ask me. LOL! XD
July 15th, 2006 at 10:31 pm
Hi nerwen san!!Long time no see!How r u??I’m so sry to hear ur story bout ur closest fren tat had bck stab u…it’s kinda hurt..i understand how u feel..so u nid to genki n stay happy owes forever..^^ i’m glad u have recover from the trauma,daijoubu,u have lots of frens tat support u all the way!!^^ Datte neh,genki iki masho!Owes cheer up and be happy!!^^
And i like the legolas new artwork and the lil’ fairy!!They’re nice!!Ichiban!! *Thumbs up* ^^ Hehe…hope u will work hard and achieve ur dream soon and congrats cz u got new project wif ur new company..!^^ Omedeto!=D
Hope to hear more from u soon!!^^
-Stay Happy Alwizz-
~TriCia LockHart~
July 16th, 2006 at 5:00 am
hey fiez, i just read this blog, it’s gr8 to hear u r back online… sumhow just before my session starts i got to knoe one of my close frens backstabbed me too.. i was deeply hurt, it’s something unforgiven, but i pretend to b a hypocrite & go wit the flow, there’s a cynical smile smirked her face, is it THAT fake?! i don’t know what should i do… well, life goes on, reality bites! OUCH!
August 1st, 2006 at 11:37 am
Hey there, I like your blog and the way you express yourself…great command of English.
Sorry about the friend, I know how much it must hurt.
Glad you’re getting over it.
August 1st, 2006 at 11:38 am
ps. Legolas has wings?